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there's no such thing as a free lunch, especially with a bunch of oestrogen starved ns boys that just got out of servitude to the nation. i've been there so i know exactly what they're thinking.
seems like i need to start earning more money. i don't think i have quite enough to indulge.
sigh.
Monday, May 26, 2008
sundays were always meant to be lazy. taking things at your own pace, recovering sanity over the long hectic week, spend time with loved one(s), etc... i'm so glad i found someone that feels the same way as me on a sunday. i think alot of people tend to keep their sundays absolutely packed with things they like to do, like shopping, watching movies, going to the zoo, going furniture shopping... but really, what's the point in keeping your day so filled and busy? oh well, i realise i need to treasure these lazy sundays more. (more importantly... treasure the person i wanna spend all my lazy sundays with. hee.)
on a more serious note...
i don't like it when you ask a person a question and he tells you that he needs to go halfway, then he makes the decision himself and puts the plan into action with everyone else other than me. and by the time i realised that the plan is in action... is when the other people are almost executing it. absolutely no warning. anyways... i'm done being understanding... too damn hard when people obviously haven't put themselves in your own shoes.
2 more weeks till IA ends. omg omg omg omg, i don't know what to do really... can't wait!
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
i know the feeling all too well really, that's why i don't blame you for feeling that way darling. personally, i just want to be appreciated by people that matter to me, which right now... isn't many much. just you, mom and maybe my bro. it's so damn hard to live up to other people's expectations and you always end up going against your own. oh well... maybe we just need time for the dust to settle... so hang in there!
i feel severely disabled without my own computer, msn emails stacks up to 100ish while i'm away... don't get the chance to IM much with rong as well. sucks. we've had such a fun week though, checked out Ikea on Sunday, had ice cream and lovely apple crumble at rong's place yesterday. MOVIE TONIGHT! wheee. don't know wat to watch though, $6.50 tuesdays.
i can't wait to see you again.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
OMFG HAX. ADDIXION.
Monday, May 12, 2008
friday: lovely. i enjoyed every second of being with you. people that want to know what happened can check out rong's blog.
saturday: spent the night rushing around orchard looking for pressies. mother's day, rong's parent's anni presents, esther's farewell present. this month just seems so jammed packed with special occasions. anyway i got mom something this year. Jamie Oliver's new cookbook! i especially loved how mom reacted to it, "That had better not be a video tape, what a waste of money... (mid speech) OH! Jamie... I LIKE!" hahaha. my mom can be so cute sometimes. anyway back to saturday, we had dinner at the katsu place behind taka, romankan something. not too bad!
sunday: went church as per norm, had lunch at fei fei wonton mee! we ordered fried wonton and a bowl of yong tau foo. was good! i need to bring rong here soon! happened to see kueh salat at Kim Zhu beside fei fei, immediately thought of someone. of course i ended up buying 2 packets of kueh salat and 6 dumplings for rong's family. took bus 24 down after dad dropped me off at paya lebar. spent the entire day at rong's, doing my stupid IA report. RAH. my computers just had to die on me at such a dire time. and i don't think they will be replaced anytime soon. no $$$. sigh. anyhow, we had dinner at cafe cartel at gardens, it was horrible, service was extremely bad, food portions were unsatifactory, argh, we should have gone to astons just down the road!
the weekend flew by, and now i'm back in the office, finishing the last touches to my report before it gets sent for review. i wish i had more time.
Friday, May 9, 2008
cut my hair yesterday with rong at color bar, really short compared to what people have been seeing since 5 months ago. rong commented, you look like a mama's boy now. lol. anyhow, it's much cooler now and i don't feel as hot, esp when i stand under the sun. (yes, the bus stop i wait at in the morning is right in the sun.) quite pleased with it.
sis sent me a facebook msg about our skin condition, apparently, it's hereditary, Keratosis Pilairis. http://www.helpforkp.com/keratosis_pilaris_tips_index.html and all this while i've been using normal strength soap on my arms. hard scrubbing obviously doesn't help too. anyway it's funny how dad and mom doesn't have the condition at all, i think it's a recessive gene from someone else in the family, should be mom's side. BAH.
really hoping i can get the car tonight, i really want to go to cafe del mar. *crosses fingers*
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
i don't know why some people are so bent on trying to get me to account for something so simple as following my heart.
'you caused all the changes, so you should pay for everything.' oh really?
'you made plans without telling us, now we're making plans without telling you.' oh alright, so if i make a mistake, it's ok for you to make the same mistake blatantly and ignore the fact that you gave me shit for doing it in the first place, fair huh.
i made changes to the initial plan yes, but i made sure that everything on your side stayed the same as before (i.e, both have a bed ea). now, you make changes, and you expect me to pay for YOUR change. i already paid for MY change, in what way is that fair?
this simple problem could be resolved without wasting any extra fees on something that could be settled just by a little manpower allocation. such a huge waste of money.
anyways, enough about that. my baby's having some backache of late, i'm so gonna try to give her a good massage. will have to plan for that. even though things go up and down sometimes, but it seems that we've more or less stabilised a bit. we're definitely getting to understand each other more and more each day. i can't wait to see her again! we've got plans to keep! night safari, ikea, jap food, watermelon ice cream, ... the list goes on. I LOVE YOU RONG.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Always be my Baby by David Cook
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby
this song was playing when i got off the car at mimolette, and then again when i got off the car at home. subtle hint perhaps...
Friday, May 2, 2008
right now, it feels as if i'm suffocating, it feels like some force is pressing down on my chest. i know that it's hard to believe whatever i say, but that's all i've got. i never once lied to you. and in this instance, i am not even given a chance to explain myself before being damned to the deepest level of hell. i feel maligned, but i understand where you're coming from. how can you put faith in something which once caused you such an immense pain in the past. i don't have an absolute answer.
but i know one thing, is that i love only you. i anxiously wait for you to discover that i'm not that kinda man. i am hopeful and i will pray fervently to god, that he might help give me strength. please help me.
i wish that i woke up right now, and realised that all this is just a nightmare. i really do. f*ck.
crazy little thing
3:07 PMi'll wait. but don't keep running away, so i can keep up with you.